Tuesday, March 27, 2018

His Master's Voice




Outside it heralds April
the secret grill of agency
the back patio of St Antonio
lost legacies of absent fathers
mesquite thorn coal fire 
glowing in the west
right back there at Inwood
St Augustine dreams
right back there in the woods
down by the creek
turning over wet stone
searching for god's sign
what was once written
underneath
alphabets of mosses
her bright fallen hair
hieroglyphic minnows 
silver slivers shining starlight
and he is there
right where he always was
waiting for me to find him
not trying to hide
that face at the limit
of the fire's light
skull like shadows
watching over me
dark guardian
minnow flash of this
in my memory
all brought on by
the burning mesquite

We stay there in the kitchen
windows open
sprung evening air
half drunk 
sitting on the counters
under stove light
listening to Joe Nick's records
on the portable player
some R&B collection
and Barbara Lewis
this perfect voice
parting the melancholy curtain of
shoo-bop
shoo-bop
my baby
Hello Stranger
it seems so good to see you back again
a distant voice calling me back
to Inwood
to Gunstream
to an ancient face
from the fire

I know I've heard the song before
perhaps the first time with my mother
watching her listen
and seeing her gaze turn inwards
sinking into sorrow
of a lost husband
It seems like a mighty long time
mighty long time
and those shoo-bops
like crickets in the night
under a honeyed moon 
on a beach
in Galveston

But I've never listened to the song before
here in San Antonio
sunk under weighted waves
rising out of distant
long passed disasters
those selfsame waves
in sequent toil
once erasing the shore
now carving into it
listening to this surf's song alone
sung words spinning
I am right back there 
and he is right back here
never having gone
a pattern unmoving but alive
so still it seemed part of the water
so quiet it seemed part of the silence

And Barbara Lewis 
sings his words
to me
he is speaking
to me
through music
under this pressure
of the present presence 
memory breaks
down into
shoo-bop
shoo-bop
my baby
mantra prayer invocation
incarnating
what seemed a ghost
what seemed lost memory
I know he never left
I know he never died
I know now it was me
always me
I was the one
who unremembered
buried the unconcealing
under covering

I am
my absent father
my lost son
my dead friend
my dream forgot
my love left alone
and I am listening
to this song
this fragile net of notes
words written on the water
over and over

I am
the drowning man
descending
forgetting
overburdened
with the weight
of my own deceiving

I am
letting go
opening the hand
that instinctually held on
letting go the coward's knife
easiest thing in the world
eyes cut opening like stars
because I can again hear
being sung by Barbara Lewis
bell clear being
ringing through
the pasteboard mask
of this world
seeing
his hand on the rope
hearing
the bell resounding
membrane through marrow
engraving
and I am dawned upon
believing

As you know
you know
you remember
that dog's doggy brain burning
transfixed
with an incomprehensible
yearning
waging tail
wagging wagging
before the Victrola's trumpet
on the player's table turning
forever listening
as his master's voice
is being
unsealing

Shoo-bop shoo-bop
my baby
shoo-bop shoo-bop
my baby
it seems like a mighty long time

***

Hello, stranger
(ooh) It seems so good to see you back again
How long has it been?
(ooh, seems like a mighty long time)
(shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby, ooh)
It seems like a mighty long time

Oh-uh-oh, I my, my, my, my
I'm so glad
You stopped by to say "hello" to me
Remember that's the way it used to be
Ooh, it seems like a mighty long time
(shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby, ooh)

Oh-uh-oh
I'm so glad you're here again

Oh-uh-oh
Shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby
Shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby

Oh-ahh-uh-oh
If you're not gonna stay
(ooh) Please don't treat me like you did before
Because I still love you so a-a-although
It seems like a mighty long time

Shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby, ooh
It seems like a mighty long time
Oh-uh-oh, I my, my, my, my
I'm so happy that you're here again
(shoo-bop, shoo-bop, my baby)




Hello Stranger" was written by Barbara Lewis herself, who was originally inspired to write a song with that title while working gigs in Detroit with her musician father: “I would make the circuit with my dad and people would yell out: ‘Hey stranger, hello stranger, it’s been a long time’". The song is notable because its title comprises the first two words of the lyrics but is never at any point repeated throughout the rest of the song. 
Lewis recorded "Hello Stranger" at Chess Studios in Chicago in January 1963. The track's producer Ollie McLaughlin recruited the Dells to provide the background vocals. The arrangement by Riley Hampton - then working with Etta James - featured a signature organ riff provided by keyboardist John Young. The track was completed after thirteen takes. Lewis would recall that, on hearing the playback of the finished track, Dells member Chuck Barksdale "kept jumping up and down and saying, ‘It’s a hit, it’s a hit.’...I didn’t really know. It was all new to me.” 
McLaughlin flew to New York City to pitch "Hello Stranger" to Atlantic Records, who had picked up Lewis' previous two singles for national release. Atlantic optioned "Hello Stranger" but then had second thoughts on the viability of releasing such an unusual track. The ascendancy of "Our Day Will Come" by Ruby & the Romantics to the top of the Pop and R&B charts in March 1963 motivated Atlantic to release "Hello Stranger" that month;[2] entering the Billboard Hot 100 in April 1963, the track took another month to reach the Top 40. Impelled by its #1 status in St. Louis, MO, it entered the Billboard Top Ten that June for a five-week stay.